i figured it was time for a title change. after all, this won’t necessarily be my food blog anymore, so the food related title was much less fitting. i just adore this quote, and use it on another blog.
be at peace, not in pieces
i think it’s a fairly accurate representation of my life, but also of where i hope to go from here. it holds true for everyone though. life is hard, but it is beautiful, and we are all sweetly broken. but just because we are broken, does not mean that we have to give up our peace to be in pieces. i’ve come a long way towards healing, and am even starting to love myself. i am a person i never thought i’d be- or perhaps, i see myself in a way i never thought i would. have i really changed, or have i just changed my perspective?
that question alone really speaks towards the quote. peace is a mentality as much as a physical existence, and one that we have to strive to bring to ourselves. at peace with food, at peace with myself, at peace with God, at peace with the people in my life. the effort to be happy is the same as the effort to be miserable. the effort to heal is the same as the effort to self-destruct.
finding rachel, becoming rachel, being rachel. it’s a bunch of overused phrases that are all hinting at the same thing, being at peace. and hoping to never again find myself in pieces.
i recently found this verse and thought i’d share it, because it’s just so amazing:
blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfill His promises to her! (Luke 1:45)
it’s like i was thinking about yesterday, how things have a tendency to work out. perhaps peace comes from being more in touch with God, and less focused on yourself, so that you can see the peace, rather than the pieces (just to overuse the phrase a bit more). He has done far more than fulfill His promises to me, and i am so overwhelmingly grateful for that! i truly believe that much more is yet to come, and i am doing my best to welcome it with open arms, without wondering why me. i know i need to be better about accepting gifts with gratitude rather than guilt, and that this is part of the process of being truly happy.
by the way- i had quite the time trying to figure out what i wanted my username to be. here’s the discussion i had with my best friend trying to figure it out:
ps, is it just me or is wordpress getting more confusing? i feel like i can never find what i want to find because the layout is all complex and things aren’t where i’m used to them being… all these advances and changes make me feel like i’m going senile. it’s almost impossible for me to navigate facebook anymore and i’ve had mine for 8 years…. frightening.